FooliSh ThOughts s s !!!

trying to revive the blog by typing on it .! ! ! revive it ! ! !

i just realised that i'm very foolish that i still harbour the thought of getting back with her again .

i must admit it's hard to let go , though alot of advice was given .

i know there are plenty out there , i know , i know , i know !!!

somebody please slap me hard and tight ! ! !

On wednesday night , 10th feb , 1200 hrs ,

i actually msg her telling her that i miss the time spend with her , wtf ! am i doing !

i was SUPER high on that night , i DID NOT GET DRUNK ! ! !

msg ji that night , he thought i was drunk but i am NOT !!!! , asked him for advice and stuffs .

super foolish of me ! ! !

please please please ! ! !

SOMEBODY PLEASE PUNCH ME HARD ! ! !

knock the sense out of mE ! ! !

next morning received a msg from her , saying that dun think too much alrdy la . . .

Guess it's somehow or rather sad or happy for me , i just do not know how to describe the feeling

at the moment . now i know it's time for me really let go of everything . . . sorry if i kinda spoil

the blog by saying my stuffs , i know this blog is kinda meant for rU life ups and downs . . .

Sorry guys for sharing my problems on this blog . . .

Secondly i'm not sure whether should i stay in the force for the sake of my studies or the friendship that i 've formed within the force . . . the people in the force ,

some who are FUCKED-UP , some who are really really really nice .

i need the office hours time ! ! ! 8-5 job , acceptable income , adjustable timing for the night classes . . .

but the bond for the force for the Minimum Term of Enagement requires me to serve for at least 5 years (including NS) which mean s to say that i can only leave at june 2012 . . .

things have not been going smoothly for me but i've been trying my best to work at it . . .

Last but not least , Chinese New Year is here and i Sincerely wish all rU a Happy Chinese New Year ! ! !

and A Girlfriend soon for each and every rU . . . (excluding Mr BoBo aka . Married Man )